I arrive at Euston only to realise that in my chastity addled state I have arrived an hour too early for my appointment with Mistress so find a place to sit quietly reading a paper try not to make my heavily corseted and chastised state obvious.
I arrive at City Chambers and am dressed in a black cat suit, suspenders, stockings, tits, my female mask and my black rubber Spanish flamenco dress, topped of by a sissy little red head wig. Britne’ is quite disappointed again at not being allowed to wear Mistresses sissy maid’s uniform again.
Britne’ is then led through into the dungeon room where she is placed into a rubber bondage sack and strapped to a suspended platform. Its very hot and I’m starting to panic inside the Britne, it really becomes to much and I have to ask Mistress to stop, she is not pleased.
A frustrated Mistress looks down on an intransigent Britne’
Mistress releases Britne’ from the sack and takes the flamenco dress off of her and leads her through to the medical room. An electric fan is used to help cool Britne’ down and she starts to feed much better. Britne’ is finally released from chastity, fitted with very dark bondage goggles and ordered to fondle her tits, it seems to be getting her aroused again…
Mistress still isn’t pleased, “I think Britne’ needs a little bit of pain as punishment for stopping my enjoyment of her in the body bag”. An electrode is pushed up her arse and pegs applied to her balls and Britne’ is told to masturbate as the electrode fires hard sharp pulses through her arse.
Mistress isn’t finished with Britne’ yet, “Hmm, that’s better, now stop that, you’re going to have to have an electrode stuck down you penis”. An electrode is inserted into my urethra, I grown with discomfort, “I think Britne’ likes it really”, “Yes Mistress”. Mistress touches another electrode on my perineum and a pulse of extreme pleasure jerks through my body, again this time to Britne’s balls, god this is incredible, my body shivers with pleasure with each pulse, Britne’ giggles like a little girl at each wave of pleasure…
Since the session last week I’m finding that I can’t get the idea of being Britne’ the rubber doll out of my mind, I can’t stop thinking about it, its making me constantly horny.
Britne’ decides that I need to purchase my own chastity device so I order a CB3000.
Britne’ also decides that her wardrobe needs expanding so I order some new items from Honour, a vinyl corset with a 28 inch closed waist size, a wig, a little pink “Baby Jane” dress, hot pick stockings and a pink maids outfit.
While out for a drink with friends in the evening I find that when looking at woman I find myself imagining them as a rubber dolls, god what have I done to myself!
I get home from the pub very late, in my drunken state, find myself ordering more items for Britne’s wardrobe, this time from Marqui, a light blue maids dress, a pink flared skirt, a frilly blouse, frilly white bloomers and a white frilly bonnet.
I email Mistress to tell her what’s been happening, Mistress responds asking me to book an appointment for the end of the week. Its booked for on Friday, I think Britne is taking over!!
The chastity device arrives and I start experimenting with it, I find that fitting it in the evenings and sleeping with it on is helping me abstain in preparation for Fridays session with Mistress.
The items ordered from Honour arrive, well at least most them do, unfortunately the maids dress is out of stock. I try the new corset on and find that it shapes my waist quite nicely, fortunately I’m wearing the chastity device, without it wondering hands…
I take the
afternoon of work so that I can relax a little before heading into
On arriving I immediately undress so that Mistress can see what I’ve been up to, Mistress seems quite pleased with me. I show her my new chastity device and surrender the keys to the padlock to her. Mistress also quite likes the baby Jane outfit that I purchased from Honour.
Joy! I’m dressed in Mistresses sissy rubber maids outfit, although Mistress won’t let me wear my mask to start off with, I’m a little disappointed as I really wanted to set Britne’ in the maids outfit with the sissy ginger wig on. But one look in the mirror makes me happy, the outfit is everything I remember, the tight corset accentuates my waist making it look even better. I’m still locked into the chastity device.
I’m led into the dungeon room where I’m forced to practice curtsying for Mistress,
“Ok, I’m going to stick this up your arse and you will sit on it”, Mistress produces a curved prostrate stimulator and proceeds to insert it into my rectum, its vibrating as it is inserted. “Now hold it in and sit on the floor, that’s it, now cross your legs and rock backward and forwards”, I do as I’m told, squirming with discomfort and then pleasure,
Mistress decides its time for Britne to come out, “That’s enough of that, now stand up and come here”. The hood is removed and Britne’s mask is fitted in its place, “Wait there”. Mistress leaves the room and comes back carry a wig, to Britne’s disappointment it isn’t the sissy ginger one, the wig is fitted and Britne’ is led through to the medical room where she is strapped into the upright chair.
Britne’ is struggling with some panic so Mistress releases her from the chair and is instead stood in front of the mirror to admire herself while Mistress fetches the baby Jane outfit.
When Mistress returns Britne’ has the maids dress taken away from her and is placed in the baby Jane dress. She is then seated in the upright chair again and pegs are placed on her scrotum, it hurts!
The prostate stimulator is inserted up Britne’s arse again and she is told to masturbate. Mistress is making suggestions about what she’s going to do to Britne’ in future, “I’ve been training a new slave girl called Kiki over the last 6 months, I’m going to buy her the same baby Jane outfit and make her your pink rubber sister. I’m going to put you in a bondage sack together and make you fondle each other, oh yes you’ll be my little rubber twins”…
Thoughts of Fridays session infests my mind, I’m aroused all the time. I spend my time browsing the web trying to find new clothing items for Britne’ and I order an “Opera” dress from Libidex and a selection stockings in black, baby pink and blue including a pair of ‘kinky boots’ stockings and a pair with a white medical cross at the top of the leg.
In the evening Britne’s decides she needs to
come out to play, I put on my white
It’s a shame that I don’t have something to hide the neck of the mask, but still Britne’s is very pleased with the results.
Britne’ emails the pictures of herself to Mistress.
Mistress replies to Britne’s email and says that she has been busy herself and has now purchased the same Baby Jane outfit for Kiki and that photo’s of here will be up on Mistresses web sight later in the day.
The items ordered from Libidex have arrived. The fit of the stockings is superb! The opera dress in beautiful, however Britne’ discovers some of the limitations of ordering large female sizes for a male, the problem being that the chest and shoulders aren’t quite large enough yet the waist is a little on the loose side, but still Britne’ loves the results.
And she loves the stockings,
I receive an email from Mistress to say that she will be going on Holiday in a couple of weeks time, as I’m away on business for the next couple of weeks this means I won’t see Mistress again until the end of month.
The decorators are also in at the moment and are having to work quiet late nights due to the wet weather so it is proving difficult to continue to develop Britne’s look.
I’m back from my business travels for a couple of days and find that I have an email from Mistress waiting for me, it’s quite exciting. Over the last few weeks I’ve been wondering if I should attend the Rubber Doll World Rendezvous due to be held in Minneapolis next April and if Mistress would be willing to go with me, but I just haven’t gotten around to mentioning it to her. Well, it seems that Mistress is well tuned into my desires, she is intending to attend RDWR herself and has asked Britne’ if she would also like to go. Oh God YES I do!
Back again from my business travels (40,000 miles in two weeks, groan) I find that the items ordered from Marqui have arrived. Unfortunately I don’t have time to try them on as I need to head up north for a friends wedding the following day. I’m not looking forward to a 3 hour driver having just got off a 10 hour flight!
Home late Sunday afternoon and immediately start to try on the new clothes, discovering the same limitations of large female sizes as with the libidex items, but sill…
The maids dress is beautiful, I think this has to be the cutest that Britne’ has looked to date. I send the picture to Mistress who replies to say that she’s extended her holiday by another week but would like me to give Trish a call on the 22/23 to arrange an appointment for the end of the month, and that I will place myself in chastity for a minimum of 48 hours before the appointment. This is worrying as it will mean wearing the chastity device to work, but I guess I’ll cross that bridge when I come to it. Mistress also mentions that Britne’s previous blog on her creation is now up her web sight!!
I’ve called Trish and booked an appointment with Mistress on the 31st.
Have been very busy at work and am still getting
over jet lag so Britne’ hasn’t been out for a few days and
still has some of
the Marqui items to try on, but tonight Britne’ decides she is
irrespective of how tired I feel! So, I put on my white
It is becoming apparent to Britne’ that she needs a lot more waist reduction and some shaping on her hips and backside in order to give her the figure she wants.
Britne’ has been looking at the HW Designs CO013 corset, its quiet severe, has lots of fiendish attachments available but is very showy and feminine at the same time. Its expensive but I don’t seem to be able to resist Britne’s will on this so place an order.
Britne’ has also been looking at artificial breast forms, and later in the evening I’m compelled to order DD+ forms along with surgical glue to apply them with.
I’m beginning to think that Britne’ has an extremely wilful and dominant streak hiding under her cute visage.
I’ve been abstaining from masturbation since yesterday morning in preparation for my Friday appointment, I seem to be increasingly thinking like Britne’. This morning I’ve decided that I should have trial run wearing the chastity device at work, using one of the plastic cut-able locks to make sure I can wear it without it being noticed before properly locking myself in this evening. For some reason I find myself hooking the full padlock through the locking hole, I tell myself this is just while I try different trousers on to find out which show the least bulge.
‘Click’, to late, I realise that my Britne persona has tricked me into properly locking the device much earlier than intended. I now have no choice but work in the chastity device as Mistress holds both keys to the lock. This means I will have almost 4 days of abstinence/chastity before Mistress releases me, assuming that she chooses to that is, oh, what have I done. My earlier concerns about Britne’s increasing dominance appear to have been confirmed!
Fortunately during the day I find that the chastity device isn’t very obvious under loose fitting trousers. However I have couple of instances where I forget that I’m wearing it, one in particular where a work college gets a full view of a huge bulge in my trousers and looks visibly taken aback, I quickly cover up by sitting down, but I can help think what he must be thinking. Groan, I’m going to have to be very careful for the next few days, I decide to book Friday off to minimise the opportunities for embarrassment.
Getting home in the evening I find that the breast forms Britne’ had me order have arrived. Britne’ immediately has me doing a trail fitting of the breast forms, hmm its quite difficult getting the glue to work but the breasts feel wonderful when on, but I realise that as my chest is quite large I should perhaps have gone for E or F cups in order to get the doll proportions that Britne’ requires. I remove the breasts and go and eat.
Britne’ is bursting to come out, so I decide to wear the breast forms under the blue maids dress. Before dressing I find that I want to shave my body hair off as I had done when previously in chastity. Once shaved I get out the Honour black vinyl corset, but discover that the taping on the inside of the corset has pulled away from one side of the front planchet, this probably accounts for why Britne’s waist wasn’t very narrow last Thursday, so much for Honour corsets. I get out my white corset instead, as I pull it on I find that it seems to be fitting me almost like glove, it just feels right, it seems easy to almost completely close the corset from top to bottom. It seems that resting the corset for a few weeks has improved it, or it may just be that the Honour corset just wasn’t very good.
I put on the blue Libidex stockings with the medical cross at the top and pull on the maids dress up to my waist. I then glue on the breast forms, I have to lie on the bed holding the breasts to my chest while the glue sets. I then pull the maids dress up over the breast forms, this partially dislodges them causing them to stick to the inside of the dress, but manage to get them mainly straightened out. Hmm, I should really buy a bra to help with this. I zip up the dress far enough to hold the breast in place and then fit Britne’s mask, mask neck inside dress, dress fully zipped up, wig on. Britne’ looks in the mirror, oh its nice, hmm, she seems to have slightly determined look about her...
But Britne’ knows she can look better and adds an apron and bonnet.
Before I know it know it Britne’ is cavorting around in front of the mirror, teasing me, the pressure building in my loins is immense, yet she knows I can’t release.
As when previously in chastity I find that the absence of release breeds a greater need to stay en Britne’, I feel like I’m going to burst yet there’s nothing I can do about it, the feeling is almost orgasmic, pure pleasure, this is what I want from life…
At this point I’m 100% Britne’, her dominance of me is complete and she emails Mistress to tell her what she’s been doing to me.
Britne’ here, I’m
wearing my blue maids dress, white apron, bonnet, corset and blue
and the new glue on breast forms I had John order for me on Saturday,
lovely. Right now I think John’s going mad with his need to
masturbate as I’ve
been flirting in front of the mirror for him to see, but of course my
to get him locked up a day early has put a stop to that.
Although, he’s quite devious you know, we definitely need to find something more secure to ensure he doesn’t find a way to spoil things, maybe with just enough stimulation to send him crazy with lust. I’m thinking a Latowski complete with huge dildo permanently stuck up his arse with a current flowing through it. It’s a shame you can’t get these things made in thick rubber/plastic/acrylic, that way he could wear it even when travelling abroad.
I’m very excited by the
thought of us attending the rubber doll world rendezvous next year,
need to sort out something special for that.
By the way I’ve had John
the whole day off on Friday so if you would like him to extend the
can, but I image you must be choca-block after your holidays.
Anyway, the poor little chap
needs to go to work in the morning so I guess I better let him back
you can imagine his embarrassment every time he thought someone was
the rather irregular bulge in his trousers!
Most respectfully yours,
PS - Johns balls are really aching already, I wonder if he’s going to end up having a wet dream tonight or tomorrow night… ”
After a lot more teasing, Britne’ has finally let me undress and go to bed, I think I’ve created a monster!
Home from work, very hard to concentrate today, I’ve been in an almost constant state of sexual arousal. There’s an email from Mistress waiting for me, she’s moved my appointment forward to 1pm so that we can have a 4 hour session, she also comments that she may not be able to find the key to the chastity device, oh no (Britne: oh yes). Anyway better get some food as I’m feeling more and more “Britne’” with every word I type.
Britne’ is in control again, I’m dressed in corset, breast forms, black stockings and gloves, the Libidex opera dress, mask and wig. There is a certain elegance to her look tonight.
Britne’ is however not happy with the problems she’s having with her hair and the lumps caused by the chastity device…
But it doesn’t stop her teasing me in front of the mirror again, this may be another long night!
Fortunately Britne’ seems to have been appeased and I’m able to undress and go to bed, but not before one last photo,
I didn’t sleep well last night, there’s just too much unreleased tension.
After washing and showing I trim my body hair again as it has grown a little in the last day. Under my clothes I’m wearing in my white corset, almost completely closed again, and my white rubber frilly bloomers.
It’s a warm
day and as wait on the train platform I’m sweating in the
bloomers, the feeling
of cool damp rubber touching my skin under my trousers every time I
delicious. I board the train into