Mistress is a little stressed as the apartment was supposed to have been decorated while she was away on holiday but nothing was done, to make matter worse all the equipment had to be removed and things are still a little disorganised as a result. I show Mistress the various items that Britne’ has bought over the last month, she particularly likes the blue maids dress. Mistress helps me dress, fitting the breast forms and a lovely red bra to hold them in place, the kinky boot stockings, bloomers, white gloves, the maids dress, Britne’s mask, the same purple wig Mistress made Britne’ wear a month ago, white bonnet and apron, Britne’ the rubber maid ready to serve Mistress. I’m still locked into chastity.
Mistress leads me into the medical room where she sits in the upright chair, “Come here Britne’, now kneel in front of me and give Mistress a foot massage”. Britne’ does as she’s told, first undoing Mistresses shoes and then massaging her feet, unfortunately she doesn’t have much experience of foot massage and isn’t doing a very good job. “That’s not good enough Britne’, apply more pressure”, Britne applies more pressure. “That’s a little better, I can see that Miss Britne’ is going to have to do some home work, I require you to start learning about reflexology and foot massage”
Mistress gets out of the chair, “Now come here and bend over and lean on the chair”, I’m expecting to be spanked but instead a butt plug is inserted into my rectum. “There, don’t you dare let that fall out, now stand up and curtsy for me”. The butt plug feels like its going to fall out so I have to hold it in with one hand which means the curtsying isn’t very good, Mistress voices her dissatisfaction, “That’s pathetic Britne’”. “I’m sorry Mistress but I need to hold the butt plug in”, “Don’t be so pathetic, I don’t care what your excuse is, it just isn’t good enough. Now I have a task for you and it better be done properly, and you WILL keep that butt plug in while doing it, now sit on the stool in front of the examination chair”. I do as I’m told, sitting down forces the butt plug further up my back side, I start squirming in pleasure. Mistress leaves the room and comes back with a box of rubber masks and a bin liner full of polystyrene manikin heads, “Now I want you to place the hoods onto the polystyrene heads, you’ll note that some of the heads are taller than others, they should be used for the longer hoods, now get on with it”. Mistress leaves the room and I proceed with my task. There’s something fulfilling about the situation, a corseted, chastised and butt plugged sissy rubber maid serving her Mistresses needs, I’m in heaven. As I work I rock back and fourth on the butt plug, every movement bringing pleasure, when I’ve finished the task Mistress re-enters the room. “That’s good Britne’, now stand up and bend over, lift up your dress”, I do as I’m told and the butt plug is pulled from my arse, I shudder will pleasure as it is removed, a little cum drips from my chaste penis.
“Now get up into the examination chair and put your legs into the stirrups so that I can have a look at your chased little clit”, I do as I’m told, “Hmm let me see if I can find there errant key, if I can’t you’ll just have to stay locked up”. I realise just how much I need release, “Please Mistress, I beg you, please release me”, “Hmm, now stay there and be quite while I go and look”. Mistress leaves the room, the thought of more time in chastity is very stimulating, but I’m already barking mad after only 4 days, god knows what I’d be like if kept like it any longer. Mistress returns, “You’re in luck, I noticed an extra set of keys hanging with Miss Divina’s set and as there’s two keys together they must be yours, now lets have a look at these balls”, I sigh with relief.
Mistress removes the CB3000, “Hmm, Miss Britne’ your balls are very swollen, now play with your clit while I prepare for your treatment”, I masturbate as Mistress leaves the room. Mistress returns, “Stop that now, you will not cum until I say so. I’ve decide Miss Britne’s little clit needs a severe shaving”. Mistress applies soap and starts shaving me, “Oops”, Mistress nicks the side of my penis with the razor, it stings, I moan “Ouch”, “Shut up or I’ll give you something to moan about”. Mistress finished and dries off my balls and penis, “There now that’s better, as you complained I think I’m going to wrap it up with some alcohol wipes”. Mistress applies the alcohol wipes, initially they feel cold and they make my whole groin area sting and then the whole area becomes strangely warm, Britne’ likes it and lays back luxuriating in the pleasure.
“Time for a little programming”, Mistress clamps the anaesthetic mask over my mouth and nose. I breath in the sweet smell of anaesthetic, the mask remains clamped over my face, the world start to echo and fizz, I start to panic a little, “Mistress I’m panicking a little”, “What are you panicking about, I’m here with you”, the mask is reapplied, I go with it, the world is becoming distant. Then Mistress is speaking to me, her voice is echoing in the distance, “You are going to become my maid, my little sissy, I’m going to force you to take hormones, my personal Harley street surgeon is going to give you breast implants”, I moan with pleasure. “That’s right Miss Britne’ you’re going to become a she-male, you will live at the chambers, you will become their guardian, you will administer Mistresses web sight and help her make money from it, you will be my slut, servicing my clients on my demand”. Britne’ is squirming with delight, “Oh yes Mistress, please, oh please, I beg you to make me your slave”. Mistress decides to leave a little trigger, “Hmm, I think that whenever you see a red dress you will become sexually aroused, you will get hard, a raging hard on, so hard that it embarrasses you as can’t conceal it”…
Mistress seems to have finished my programming for today, “Its time for Miss Britne’s electrical treatment”. Mistress produces a new electrode that I haven’t seen before. It’s a little cone that wraps around the balls, but Mistress is having difficulty fitting it, “Hmm, it seems Miss Britne’s balls are so swollen I can’t fit the device, we’ll have to fit a different electrode instead. Hmm, but lets just tie you off first”. Mistress pulls the laces from the corset tight through my arse crack, wrapping them tightly around the base of my balls and penis and then around one of the hook on the corsets planchet, tying them off tightly. An electrode is placed over Britne’s penis and current is applied, Britne moans as pain full current flows. Mistress applies clothes pegs to Britne’s scrotum she cries out at the pain, “Shut up now Britne’, you know you must suffer pain in order to feel pleasure”. The pain is turning to pleasure, “Now masturbate for me”. Britne obeys, the electrical current amplifies the feeling as she masturbates, she moans with pleasure that is so extreme that it hurts, she is close to coming.
“Stop that now, you’re not going to cum until I say so, now sit up”, the back of the chair is move more upright. “You will now be fitted with a catheter and you will masturbate and cum while it is fitted”. Mistress sterilises the end of my penis and inserts the catheter, Britne’ moans with pleasure at the discomfort as Mistress pushes it deeper inside of her, violating her. Then that familiar pinching sensation as the catheter enters her bladder and the seeming endless feeling of urine flowing. “Now masturbate for me, the catheter will not be removed until you cum”. Britne’ masturbates hard, Mistress adds lubrication and turns up the electrical current, Britne’ moans with pleasure, yet she still doesn’t cum, “Cum for me now you little slut!”, Mistress is getting frantic with Britne’, “I want your cum now, it belongs to me”. Squeezing her penis hard Britne’ comes violently, and then continues to cum, seemingly endlessly, moaning writhing with pleasure, eventually the flow stops, but Britne’s is still hard.
“Hmm, that was an awful lot of semen Britne, but I think there’s more in there and I want it out”. Mistress removes the electrode and pegs, “I think I’m going to have to get the milking machine out, hmm, but first…”. Mistress produces the vibrating prostrate stimulator that she had introduced me to last month, forcing it up my arse and holding it in place with the corset strings that still bind my balls and penis. Britne moans with pain, “Now shut up Britne’ you know you like painful pleasures”. Mistress fits the milking machine over Britne’s penis, “Hold it there Britne”, Britne holds the machine on her penis as it starts to suck and move up and down, making her penis so hard that it becomes painful.
Britne’s prostrate is aching and she wants to cum but can’t, “Ok, that’s enough of that”. Mistress turns off the milking machine, “Now stand up, and come over here, you will cum for me, if you don’t I’m going to get out my violet wand”. Britne’ starts to masturbate frantically but still can’t cum. Mistress turns on the violet wand, it starts crackling, she touches it to Britne’s balls, sparks jump to them, pain, “That’s on its lowest setting, every minute you don’t cum I’m going to increase its power, now get masturbating”. Masturbating hard, Britne’ still doesn’t cum, more pain as the power of the violet wand is increased and it is raked across her stomach and genitals, “Now are you going to cum for Britne’?”. Britne’ whines, “I’m sorry Mistress I want to but I can’t”, “Why not?” demands Mistress. Britne’ replies, “I don’t know Mistress, sorry”. “That’s it, I’m bored with you now, you’re pathetic, now come through to the bathroom and get changed”, Mistress leads me through to the bathroom where I undress and shower. Mistress enters the bathroom as I’m dressing, “You still have 45 minutes left which I’ll defer till your next session, I’ll get Trish to call you in the week to arrange it”. I then spend some time helping Mistress sort out a few things around the chambers, reassembling her vacuum bed and moving some equipment around in the dungeon room. We talk about the Rubber Doll World Rendezvous, Mistress mentions that she’s been asked to do a demonstrations there. My mind goes into overdrive as I realise that Britne is likely to be part of that demonstration. We talk a little bit about gags, I explain the problems I have with breathing through my nose and Mistress suggests that I borrow a bit gag to wear at home in order to make myself get used to wearing one, she also suggest buying a ring gag as that would leave my mouth open.
I get up quiet early in the morning, during the night I’d remembered reading on the web somewhere that it was possible to milk a male of most of his sperm without him getting an pleasure from it. Britne’ thinks this would be a great way of dealing with me when I fail to deliver all the loads that Mistress requires of me. I think I’m still a little Britne’ and I send an email to Mistress to tell her about Britne’s idea.
I’ve been doing a little research and I notice that it is possible to ‘milk’ a male by applying pressure at the appropriate point inside the anus causing the sperm to be released without any pleasure being felt. Britne’ thinks this would be an excellent way of dealing with me, milk me without pleasure and send me home in chastity (gee thanks Britne’ !),. I think a small twist on this would be for you to milk any undelivered loads in this manner at the end of the session on the basis of if I’m not going to come for you I don’t deserve any further pleasure when I get home.
It’s a shame you couldn’t get the electrical parachute around my swollen balls, I think it would have been delivered a very nice sensation.
Looking at the piccy’s you took and the size of my penis when it was inside the milking machine I’m surprised you didn’t just strap me down and leave me like it until I came irrespective of my moaning!
Unfortunately the corset has stained the blue dress, guess we should have put some cling film over the corset so that it wasn’t in contact with the rubber. But, still never mind.
Anyway, now have a raving hard on again which needs dealing with!
Most respectfully yours,
When out with friends later in the evening I start having rubber doll fantasies about the women I see again, it is very arousing!
Its probably just a hangover but I feel quite ill, my prostrate is aching and I’m a bit concerned that the catheterisation on Friday has caused an infection.
As the day has gone on I’ve started to feel very fluey and my glands have swollen a bit, so I think I must just have picked something up down the pub.
The HW designs corset arrive has arrived, putting it on I find that its very comfortable, but unfortunately it doesn’t seem to be reducing my waist very much dropping it only by an inch. On closer examination it looks like they have ignored my requested reduced waist size and just made the corset 4 inches narrower than my normal waist, there’s also no fabric taping inside the corset so it stretches to much as its tightened.
I get a call from Trish me to let me know that Mistress wants to see me at 4.30pm the following Saturday, she says that Mistress insists that I come to the session corseted and in Chastity.
I’ve decide I’ll try the corset again, this time complete with the strap on anal dildo attachment. I don the corset then force the dildo up my arse and do up the buckles at the front and back of the corset, wow, despite the initial discomfort it feels really good pressing snugly against my prostrate, it think its because its not solid but is slight pliable and soft. When I masturbate I cum like a freight train with a seemingly endless stream spraying from my penis! It’s a real shame the corset has other problems.
Britne’ really wants to get her corsetry sorted out, so I have a browse around on the web. I decide to order a rubber corset from Kastely, its quite cheep so I’m not that concerned if it doesn’t do the trick, I also order a little pink maids outfit from them.
I’ve been abstaining from masturbation since Tuesday and fitted the CB3000 when I got home from work this evening in preparation for my Saturday appointment with Mistress.
I’ve been practicing with the bit gag as well, and although initially I found it quite hard you do get used to it, to the extent that I actually just fell asleep in front of the telly with it fitted!
Mistress has asked me to bring the blue maids dress and my white cat suit with inflatable breasts to the session. I put the corset on relatively high so that its easier to sit and bend, although this makes breathing much harder. The problem with breathing is brought home to me when I have to run to catch the train, when I get on the train I start having problems catching my breath and I start panicking, however I manage to get my breathing under control. Things aren’t being helped by how humid it is and I’m very hot.
When I get to City Chambers I find that the climb up the stairs is hard work and I’m breathing very heavily as I’m led into the waiting room. I tell Mistress that I have been successfully practicing with the bit gag that she lent me, and have even fallen asleep wearing it! I mention the problems with the HW designs corset and she says that I should send it back and insist that it is fixed. Mistress has me dress in my white cat suit and blue maids dress, kinky boot stockings, mask, brunet wig and bonnet, she allows me to wear one of her wonderful pleated aprons from Sealwear.
Trish leads into the medical room and tells me to stand in the cage to wait for Mistress, however I’m suffering from a panic attack seemingly brought on by the intensity of the heat inside Britne’s outfit. Trish lets Mistress know that I’m having problems and Mistress comes through quickly. When Mistress enters she tells me to start curtsying inside the cage, of course there isn’t much room for this.
I think Mistresses apron makes the maids outfit look even better even though it is a little short.
“Suck this dildo like a cock”, Mistress thrusts a dildo into Brine’s mouth making her suck on it.
Britne’ is released from the cage and told to sit in the up right examination chair, “Now wait there Britne’”. Mistress leaves the room, when she comes back she’s carrying a selection of gags, “Now, I want you to try this small blue ball gag for me”. I immediately start to panic, I turn my head away as Mistress tries to insert the gag, “Please Mistress, no, my nose is quite blocked up and I won’t be able breath through my mouth”. Mistress isn’t happy, “You are going to wear a gag one way other the other Britne’”. She leaves the room and comes back carrying what looks like a piece of rubber with a small tube through the middle and a buckle to secure it. I’m still panicking, but Mistress is insistent, “Now shut up Britne’, this doesn’t seal your mouth so you can still breathe normally”. Fortunately for me the strap on the gag isn’t long enough to go around Britne’s head, “Looks like you’re getting away with it this time Britne’, but Mistress is NOT happy”. I’m told to get up and get onto the other examination chair and put my legs into the stirrups, I find that I’m still panicking, this isn’t good, “Mistress I’m having problems breathing in the corset”. “Get up then and let me loosen it then”, I stand up and Mistress loosens the corset almost right off and I get back into the examination chair. I feel a bit better but am still on the edge of panic. Mistress drops the back of the chair down so that I’m almost flat, the panic is building again but I try to go with. Mistress brings the anaesthetic mask down on my face, I smell the familiar sweet smell and things start to go fuzzy and distant. Bang, the panic triggers again, worse than before, I feel like I can’t breath, in fact I feel like I’m starting to have an asthma attack, I tell Mistress who immediately fetches my reliever inhaler from my trousers pocket, I take a couple of puffs. “Now, you just relax for a few minutes and get yourself sorted out”, Mistress leaves the room while I try to calm myself down. Mistress comes back and asks, “How are you doing?” I reply, “I don’t know, I’m still panicking a bit”. “Ok, I’m stopping the session, we’ll have to continue it next week”, Mistress takes me into the bathroom and helps me undress. “The corset can come off for health and safety reasons, but that”, she says pointing at the still locked chastity device, “Is staying on until you come in again”. I plead “Please Mistress I haven’t masturbated since Tuesday”, “That’s tough, you should have thought of that before you started acting like a spoilt little brat. Now I want you to go and see your GP as you may have an infection that is causing you problems with your breathing, until then you will not wear your corset. You will come in again next Tuesday, give Trish a call later this evening to confirm the time. You really have been a very naughty girl this afternoon and I am not pleased with you!”.
On the train home I call Trish who confirms the appointment for next Tuesday at 6.30pm, christ I won’t have masturbated for a whole week by then, I may be in trouble!
I’m taking Mistresses advice and am sending back the HW designs corset.
I feel a little ill again, I seem to be running a temperature intermittently and my glands are a little swollen, so I think Mistress was probably right about me having an infection.
I receive an email from Mistress,
To say you have been naughty is the understatement of the century. Your behaviour on Saturday was nothing short of pathetic!
I WANT to see you at 7pm on Tuesday and have decided that you must endure 2hrs not 1 of extreme mental reprogramming!
I will deal with you in an appropriate manner..............prepare for a very hard spanking! Do not wear the corset, just bring it with you......several heavy duty enema treatments will ensue.
Oh dear, I think Britne’ is in trouble, although the idea of a very hard spanking and heavy duty enema treatments is very stimulating.
My balls are looking very big and full in the chastity device!
Have been pretty tired so slept well last night despite my continued imprisonment in the chastity device.
I went to the doctors yesterday, they couldn’t find anything wrong with me, talk about feeling like a fraud.
Anyway a courier is coming to pick up the HW designs corset for return today, so I’ve taken the day off and am trying to get myself relaxed ready for the session.
On arriving at city chambers I’m told to undress while I wait for Mistress, as I undress I start to feel quite nervous again.
Britne’ feels like she should dress as a chased nun ready to pay the price for her disobedience, Mistress agrees. Trish comes through to help me dress, I’m lightly bound in Mistresses vinyl corset and fitted with black inflatable tits, black stockings, gloves and Britne’s mask and the nuns outfit. As I’m donning the habit I start to feel the signs of panic again, Trish helps me through it and decides that hood of the habit is best left partly unzipped, this does seem to help.
I’m led into the medical room and told to sit in the chair, Mistress comes through immediately, “Where’s that naughty girl? I think its time for Mistress to have her way with her, now lets have a look at these balls”, Mistress removes the chastity device, “Ooh look at the size of those”. Mistress rubs lube around Britne’s ring and pushes some up her arse, Britne shivers with pleasure. Mistress hands Britne’ a vibrator, “Now stick that up your arse and hold in there while I go and do something”. Britne pushes the vibrator up her back side and starts moaning with pleasure as it begins to stimulate her prostate gland.
Panic forgotten Britne’ gets increasingly aroused, pushing the vibrator almost entirely up her arse as Mistress watches.
“What a dirty little slut, I think Mistress is going to have to fuck her up the arse, now stop that”, the vibrator is taken away from Britne. “Now get down here on your hands and knees”, Britne gets onto the floor and down on her knees. “Get your arse up in the air so that I can violate you”, Mistress puts more lube up my arse, “Now play with yourself while I fuck you”. Britne starts to masturbate as Mistress enters her, Mistress is thrusting her dildo deep inside Britne’ who moans with pleasure, waggling her arse at Mistress “I think the little slut likes it”. I cum unexpectedly shuddering with pleasure, “What was that, did you just cum?”, “Yes Mistress I couldn’t help it”. “But I didn’t want you to cum yet, now get down there and lick your filth up”, Britne’ complies, “Mistress there’s too much”, “I don’t care you’ve soiled my floor without permission, you will clean it up”
“Now stand up and come through to the dungeon room”, Britne’ follows Mistress through. “Now bend over the corporal punishment bench, come on get your arse up into the air we haven’t got all day, you’re going to get 4 lots of 6 across both cheeks for your disgraceful behaviour the other day, and you will thank Mistress between each set”. First set, Britne shudders at the pain, “Don’t forget to thank Mistress Britne’”, “Sorry Mistress it hurts” she replies. “What do you mean it hurts, I’m barely touching you, if you don’t shut up I’ll show you just how hard it can get”. Next set, “Thank you Mistress”. Next set, arse waggling with pleasure, “Thank you Mistress, sorry for being a bad girl”. Last set, “Oh thank you Mistress, thank you for punishing me”. “Now get up and come back through to the other room”, Mistress leads Britne’s back through to the medical room.
“Now get up into the examination chair and put your legs into the stirrups”, Mistress puts an electrode onto Britne’s penis. “Now masturbate while I electrify you”, current pulses through my penis as I masturbate, “Is Britne ready to cum again?”, “Oh yes Mistress”. Shuddering with pleasure a second orgasm is released, “Oh my, Britne’, two orgasms very close together and such a lot of cum, now lie back and relax”, I rest for a few minutes.
“Hmm, I think there’s another load in there but unfortunately we’re out of time, so come through to the bathroom”, I follow mistress through. “Lay in the bath tub now”, hey what’s this. “Just do it Britne’, I’ve decided that you need to be water sported, now get into the bath”. I lay on my back in the bath, Mistress steps in and stands over me, “Now you’ll take this without complaint”. Mistress starts urinating on Britne’ in her nuns outfit, I think Mistress is enjoying this, Britne’ is strangely aroused by the thought of her rubber outfit protecting her from the urine. “There, now clean yourself up and get changed”.
When I’m changed we talk a little more about the rubber doll world rendezvous, Mistress tells me to book two rooms for us at the Hotel that its being held in. I mention that perhaps Mistress would like to do a presentation on how to deal with intransigent dolls using Britne’, “Hmm, I was thinking that I might demonstrate how to plug all of a dolls holes!”. We chat a little bit about my problems with panic, I comment that it seems to get worse this time of year, I think it has to do with both my parents dying of cancer very close together a couple of years ago at this time. But still I need to get through it.
Mistress informs me that she is taking control of my CB3000 and that I will not be allowed to take it home with me, although I’m lucky that I’m not being sent home in it for an extended period of chastity! Mistress also says that she wishes to take control of my white cat suit with inflatable breasts and that I should bring it in next time for her.
I’ve booked the hotel rooms for the Rubber Doll World Rendezvous, I’ve also register for attendance and Britne’ is now up on the attending dolls web sight.
Britne’ has also been busy, she created a profile for herself on alt.com, I think she’s the only rubber doll on there! She has also registered with a couple of yahoo groups and has posted photographs of herself in the galleries of the “Rubber doll boot camp”, she has already received some emails complementing her on her look.
The items I ordered from Kaistley arrived a couple of days ago, the corset is comfortable but suffers from the same problem as the one from HW designs, however as its cheap I think I’ll retain it as a night time corset. The pink maids dress is Ok, but it isn’t quite up to the standard of the items from Libidex or Marque, but wearing it in front of the mirror with breast forms, Britne’s mask and pink stockings I have a powerful orgasm.
Didn’t sleep much last night, this is mainly because when I got in from the pub I decided I would sleep in the Kaistley corset, rubber plus attempted sleep always result in the same problem, no sleep. Its interesting though that through the night it actually felt like the corset was making my waist narrower, perhaps it was gently pushing my internal organs in the right direction. On measuring the waist it has reduced very slight from when I put the corset on!
Britne’s has been quite subdued for the last week even though she’s had some interest in her alt.com account, this has mainly been from TV’s.
I’ve had an email from Mistress instructing me to enrol in an on-line reflexology course and to look into the cost of flights out to Minneapolis for RDWR next year.
I’ve booked an appointment next Tuesday with Mistress, hopefully I’ll be able to manage my panick!
Things are not good. While playing cards with friends on Friday evening I started getting pain in one of my balls. The pain has gotten worse over the weekend and today I’m feeling really ill, running a temperature and my right testical is the size of a tennis ball!
I go to the doctors who informs me that I have an infection and puts me on two different high dose wide spectrum antibiotics, tells me to take the week off work and get plenty of rest. One of the antibiotics is a type that reacts badly with alcohol so I’ve now got over two weeks of boredom to deal with.
I phone Mistress to let her know that I definitely won’t be making the appointment, she says to let her know when I’m feeling better.
The HW Designs corset has arrived again, they’ve reduced the waist to a natural closed size of 30 inches (still 2 larger than the target I’d asked for), I put it on and although it is much better it still only reduces my waist to around 33 inches when its fully closed, although the shape is very nice.
I get a call from Mistress to see how I’m doing, its nice to talk things over with her. I mention the corset and she asks me to bring it in the next time I have a session so that she can have a look at it. She mentions that she knows the owners and will have a word with them at the SkinTwo expo in a couple of weeks time.
My GP has actually worked out the cause of the problem, it seems that the reason I’ve been feeling ill off and on for the last few weeks is that I’ve had the mumps and that I’m now suffering from a secondary infection caused by it.
Not being able to do much is giving me time to think about things, to think about where Britne’ is taking me and what I want in my life. The fantasy takes Britne’ all the way with me permanently becoming her in servitude to Mistress, but the practicalities just don’t work. I still need to work in order to pay the bills (particularly Britne’s wardrobe bill), and I do have a reasonable social life that I really need to keep, I really need to talk through with Mistress how we develop this.
I’ve also been thinking about the recurring panic that I get during sessions, it isn’t like I don’t enjoy what Mistress is doing to me, but the panic just seems to build. A lot of it probably comes down to giving up control in a situation where I’m already tending towards panic/claustrophobia i.e. mask restricting my breathing and vision, corset restricting my breathing and knowing that if I panic there’s not much I can do about. If I was gagged how would I tell Mistress I’m having problems? Obviously this is also something I need to talk through with Mistress.
Feeling much better now and am getting bored. Browsing the web I find that Maike has some new pictures posted on maskon.com, she is wearing a pink frilly maids outfit and pink hood, she’s using the same type of mask as Britne’. In the pictures she doing some housework for her Mistress, Britne’ is very jealous that it isn’t her being forced to work encased in sissy rubber for her Mistress. Britne has to make an appearance after that, dressing in her breast forms, white stockings, HW Designs corset complete with anal dildo firmly inserted and strapped in place, white Marque blouse over the top of the Kaistley pink maids outfit, mask, wig and white bonnet. It isn’t a touch on Maike’s creation but it still makes Britne’ cum explosively!
Britne’ emails Mistress to let her know that she’s feeling much better now.
Mistress has responded to Britne’s email instructed her to make an appointment for next Thursday at 6pm.
I’ve masturbated several times today, I’ve been using a prostrate stimulator that I bought a couple of months ago and the orgasms I’m having are quite powerful.
Have been having some side effects from the antibiotics that I’m on, a dry mouth and some anxiety, hopefully this won’t interfere with today’s session.
I have the afternoon off so Mistress has moved my appointment forward to 5pm.
Before the session I talk to Mistress about my concerns about were this is going, she says she is planning where to go next but it is important that I don’t allow myself to become too isolated i.e. keep seeing my friends and family instead of shutting myself away from the world playing at being Britne’, that instead I should keep my time as Britne’ as a special time to be cherished. We also talk through the panic issue and I explain what I think the cause is, Mistress decides we should go back to basics, so no corset for the session, just the nuns outfit gloves and stockings. I mention to Mistress the side effects the antibiotics are having and again she says we’ll take it easy.
Trish comes in to help me dress and everything is fine until I put Britne’s mask on, the anxiety turn into panic, Trish tells me to sit down on the couch and try and relax for a few minutes and goes to fetch Mistress. Mistress comes in, “Oh dear, now lift up your outfit and play with yourself, I’m going dress you”, I do as am told and start becoming erect very quickly. Trish comes back in, “Ooh, looks like you’re feeling better, are you ready to finish dressing?” I’m not sure, I hesitate, Mistress asks “Would you like to defer this session?”, “No I’ll keep going”. Mistress nods pleased. I finish dressing and am led through to the medical room.
Mistress sits in the upright chair, “Come here and kneel in front of me and worship my feet”. Britne’ obeys, kissing and caressing Mistresses feet. “Have you been learning about foot massage as instructed?”. I realise that it has been a week since I visited the tutorial sight that I was using to learn for Mistress and my brain is blank on how to correctly give a massage, arr, “Sorry Mistress I haven’t”. Mistress doesn’t look happy, “What? You were instructed to enrol in an on line course and you haven’t?” . “Sorry Mistress”. “Ok, get up come through to the other room to be spanked”. I’m led through to the dungeon room and told to lean over the corporal punishment bench, “Now don’t you forget to thank Mistress for your punishment”. As Britne’ is repeatedly paddled she thanks Mistress for the punishment, each blow painful yet sending a shiver of pleasure through her body.
“Now get up and stand in front of the mirror”, Mistress leaves the room as I stand looking at sister Britne’, Britne’ plays with herself, hardly chased behaviour! Mistress returns carrying the HW designs corset, she helps me out of the nuns outfit and fits the corset, it isn’t very tight, but Britne’ is enjoying her reflection in the mirror.
Mistress stands behind Britne’ and starts to gently caress her skin, it feels like electricity flowing through me, Britne’ shivers with pleasure.
Mistress removes the corset from Britne’, “Now back into the medical room Miss Britne’”. I’m told to get into the examination chair with stirrups, “Time for Miss Britne’s hot enema treatment, come on get you legs up into the stirrups”. Mistress inserts a bardeux catheter up Britne’s arse and inflates its balloon, Britne’ squirms with pleasure. Mistress starts the fluid flowing and Britne’ moans as it enters her, “Hmm, that’s nice, Mistresses fluids entering Britne’s private places”. Mistress deflates the balloon slightly and pushes the catheter further up Britne’s rectum, she moans at the discomfort as fluid enters higher up her colon.
Mistress removes the catheter when all the fluid has been drained into Britne’ and inserts an electrical butt plug, vibrating pulses fill Britne’s arse. “Now prey for me Britne’”.
“Now masturbate for me, I want you to cum”, Britne masturbates furiously, squirming with pleasure as the butt plug pulses. Mistress increases the intensity of the flowing current, “Cum for me now Britne’”. Britne’ explodes, propelling seamen into the air.
“Now come through to the bathroom to release that enema and get changed, you are not allowed to have a shower as punishment for not doing your homework”. After releasing the enema I start getting dress, Mistress comes back in, “You will also wear the corset home as punishment, here let me help you put it on”. “Thank you Mistress, at least you’re not making me wear the anal dildo as well”, bad mistake! “Now there’s an idea, come on lets get it in you”, she forces the dildo up my arse and tightens the buckles at the front and back, “lets have the posture straps on you as well”. She stands back and laughs at her handy work, “Now you will be in serious trouble if I find that you’ve removed any of that before you get home”.
Walking away from chambers the dildo rams itself up my arse with every stride I take, this is going to be an uncomfortable journey home!
By the time I get home the butt plug has gone from causing my ring to ache to making me squirm with pleasure as I walk. Getting in I decide I’m not going take the corset off but instead I fully close it and put a black cat suit on over the top.
Britne’ hasn’t been very active since Thursday, but I’ve completed the second part of her blog for Mistress. She has also been looking for idea’s for dresses that she could get custom made and has found several sissy maids outfits that although not made from rubber do form a good template for the look she wants to achieve. She has also discovered how wonderful the uniform of a WWII red cross nurses looked complete with wrap around apron with wide straps that cross at the back and a big red cross on the apron bib, the headdress is lovely as well like an all white nuns habit.
Work has been crazy and as a result Britne’ just hasn’t been out. I get an unexpected phone call from Mistress. She’s calling to let me know that the second part of Britne’s blog will be up on her sight at the weekend and, “I’ve decided I need to put you on female hormones” I’m lost for words. “Yes, you see the thing with hormones is that you will still get incredibly randy yet you will have great difficulty in coming”, my mind is racing, Britne’s scrabbling to come out, I’m getting erect. “I also think you need to be in chastity much more, in fact I may insist that you go home in chastity next time you visit, if you refuse you will be additional given hormones via an enema solution”.
When Mistress has finished speaking with me I put the phone down slightly stunned. I realise that I want Mistress to force me to take hormones, to make me become her shemale rubber doll slave. I also realise that Britne’ will have me both on hormones and in chastity, no I think there is no escaping the inevitability of that.
For some reason I feel very Britne’s this evening, she’s had me doing more research on sissy dresses, and I’ve ended up wearing the HW designs corset with the anal dildo firmly inserted up my arse while I’m surfing the web. I don’t feel compelled to dress but, well, Britne’ just seems to be running things a little bit.
If anything Britne’ is in even more in control today. She has decided that it would be a good idea to try and put links on the web to Mistress web sight so that more people will see her blog. She sends an email to Mistress asking for permission.
As the day has progressed Britne’ has become even stronger and has decided that even though I’m supposed to be going to see a friends band play a gig I will not being going out tonight!
I find myself tightly corseted, I’m wearing my first corset again, completely closed, breathing is hard work but bearable, I’m working on this instalment of Britne’s blogg.
Britne’ is out, she decided to wear black stockings, frilly bloomers, black gloves and the black Ectomorph maids dress, apron and the Marquis bonnet.
Britne’ had forgotten how wonderful the uniform is to wear, the thickness of the rubber, its weight, the hobbled nature of the skirt, it is an indescribable feeling! Britne’ is flirting in front of the mirror for me, as although not in chastity the nature of the dress and bloomers underneath make it nearly impossible to masturbate.
Britne’ has been doing some more of this blog and setting up a my space profile for herself.
I find myself in front of the bathroom mirror with Britne’ looking back at me. I start rubbing my groin area against the front of the sink, its working, an orgasm is forming. Britne’ puts a stop to this and has me unzip the dress from the bottom, drop my bloomers and fit the prostrate massager, once fitted the dress is zipped back up and everything is Britne again, except I now have constant pressure on my prostrate driving me crazy with lust. She has also fitted the small apron that came with the Kastely maids dress for added effect.
The level of pleasure is incredible, my prostrate is massaged with every movement, the look and feel of being Britne’ is hugely compelling, I’ve said many times before and I’m sure I’ll say it again, this is what I want from life, I only want to be Britne’, in service to my Mistress.
I kneel in front of the hallway mirror, carefully spreading my apron in front of me, caressing myself, rubbing myself, moaning with pleasure, seemingly endless, then I cum, exploding inside the uniform.
But I’m still Britne’, I would normally start reverting to my normal persona after coming, but no, the compulsion to stay dressed is still there, I’m hard again, it still feels wonderful, no, I’m going to be staying like this for a while yet.
Britne’ has allowed me to unzip the dress from the bottom again so that I can masturbate properly. Lying on my bed Britne’ moans with pleasure, squirming to make the prostrate massager do its job. The orgasm is massive, seemingly going on for ever.
Again, I stay Britne’, but this time, with huge regret I undress and go to bed.
Lying in bed, I realise how incredibly relaxed I am, its amazing I can’t remember the last time I felt like this, as I drift off to sleep I realise, I am still Britne’…
I’m tightly corseted again, Britne’ is in control and she has me order some two pairs of knee boots and a tighter cotton/satin corset.
I get an email from Mistress giving me permission to post links to my blog on her web sight.
I’m still corseted, but I need to go to bed, so after masturbating I remove the corset. As I go drop off to sleep thoughts of permanently being Britne’ invade my mind.
I’ve received an email from Mistress instructing me to attend an appointment next Wednesday for a locking in ceremony so that I will be suitably cowed for a shopping trip that she has planned for us the following Monday and to refocus my efforts on Britne’s development. Unfortunately I have a hospital appointment on the Thursday which is a follow up to the infection I had a few weeks ago so I have to ask for the appointment to be delayed a day or two. Mistress replies moving the session to the Friday evening.
Not out this evening and Britne’s has arrived with some force, having me dress in corset, breast forms, kinky boot stockings, bloomers, pink skirt, white blouse and aprons.
Pretty as ever, Britne starts to prance around for the camera.
This gets me more and more flustered within Britne’ and she ends up in a little bit of a tangle.
Its strange, I’m highly aroused yet I don’t want to masturbate, I just want to stay dressed in feminine rubber, breathing its sweet smell, fully Britne’. But standing in front of the bathroom mirror Britne’ is telling me that she is going to take over my life, she masturbates until I come explosively and keep coming for what seems like an eternity.
I still want to stay Britne’, but I need to get some sleep so with regret I undress. Again as with the previous weekend, as I drift off to sleep I realise that I am still Britne’.
One of the sets of boots I ordered arrived today. As I will be abstaining from tomorrow morning Britne comes out to try out the boots and flirt a little. She has me dress in corset breast forms and the blue maids dress.
Hmm, I think I should have purchased some boots much sooner than this as they just make the whole outfit feel more feminine. The only thing Britne’ isn’t happy about is how the boots wrinkle around her ankles.
I’ve take a half day of work so that I can try and get myself into the correct mental state for Mistress.
I call Mistress to confirm the appointment, as I have the afternoon off we agree to bring it in to 5pm. Mistress is insistent that I wear the white cotton corset to the session and bring the blue maids dress, blue stockings, nuns outfit etc, and suggests that I should get myself into the corset now. I don the corset and find that it fully closes relatively easily.
There’s a train strike on the local service and the service from Watford into Euston so I need to get a taxi over to St Albans mainline station, when the taxi arrives I suddenly have a panic attack, induced by the realisation that I will be cramped up in the back of the cab with the corset on. I struggle with it but manage to et myself into the cab, I have no idea what the cab driver must have though of all the panting and heavy breathing coming from the back seat!
When I arrive at city chambers I’m shown through to the waiting room as usual where I undress while waiting for Mistress, damn I realise that I forgot to trim the hair around my groin, Mistress won’t be pleased. Mistress comes in and says that she is going to fit the chastity device immediately, I wasn’t expecting this and I realise that I perhaps shouldn’t have abstained since Wednesday as it means there will be no release during the session. As expected Mistress is not happy that I haven’t shaved, however rather than shaving me she insists that the chastity device is going on now and that I will have to put up with the hair getting caught and pulling.
Mistress fits the base ring of the CB3000 its very tight, as its closed I find myself becoming erect, probably not surprising given that Mistress hasn’t previously put me into chastity herself, in fact I’m rigid, “Look at the size of you Britne, I think you’re doing this on purpose”. Mistress fetches some ice and tries to reduce the size of my member by rubbing it on it, but this seems to make things worse so mistress hands me some lubricant and tells me to call her when I’ve managed to get the chastity device into place. Its takes a few minutes, but with a click I push the padlock home and my still swollen member is encased in the CB3000, I call Mistress to let her know.
I’m dressed in the blue stockings, Maids dress, mask, sissy ginger wig and my new boots, however I start panicking when Lara tries to fit me with a set bondage mittens, I think this is because I know that with the mittens on there will be no way I could release my self from Britne’ even if I wanted.
Mistress is not happy and I’m led through to the medical room where Mistress has decided that in order to get me focused on the job at hand I will be given me six across the backside with a corporal punishment strap. Needless to say this hurts and the panic driven out of me. The bondage mittens are fitted and I’m told to pose in from of the mirror.
I breathe in the sweet smell of the rubber and find myself relaxing into it, Mistress removes the mittens. “Now kneel in front of me”, Mistress is sitting in the upright chair, “You will remove my shoes one at a time and give each foot a massage”. The rubber gloves I’m wearing are too loose make it difficult to manipulate the buckles on Mistresses shoes, “I think Britne’ needs to purchase some gloves that fit better as I can’t have you making a mess of things like that when you are commanded to massage the feet of other Mistresses at the convention next year”. I proceed with the massage but again have problems putting the shoes back on. “Right that’s pathetic, now get up and come over here”.
I’m directed to sit in the chair with stirrups, “Now get you legs in the stirrups so that I can inspect you”. As I sit in the prone position Mistress looks at me thoughtfully, “Hmm, I think Britne’ needs a little love hart shaving in all that hair”. Mistress trims some of the hair off, “Now isn’t that lovely”, she proceed to clearly mark out the love hart with lip gloss.
“Hmm, I think Britne’ may need to look at getting one or two piercing’s as we come up to Christmas, perhaps a nipple and your penis, hmm, in fact I think you’re going to need to get that love hart tattooed in place so that it’s a permanent reminder of your sissy nature”
Mistress clamps a anaesthetic mask over my face and I smell the sweet smell of anaesthetic, things become distant. “Now you’re going to learn to become a slut on demand, to take cock, to be fucked from both ends, you will be my little sissy lesbian slave. My she-male with huge breast implants”. I’m desperate for release, but of course there can be none.
Mistress starts forcing lube up my arse, “Time Britne’ had a little electrical stimulation”. Mistress inserts the electrode and current flows through my rectum, pulsing and throbbing, driving me crazy, “I think the dirty little slut likes that”, “Oh yes Mistress”.
“Now get your legs out of the stirrups and cross them so I can take a photograph”. I cross my legs, “That’s not very lady like, cross them higher up”. I try but with the chastity device splaying my ball wide I’m having difficulty closing the top of my legs, “That’s pathetic, now get it sorted while I go and do something”. I manage to force my cock and balls backwards between my legs and cross them properly, the chastity device is squeezing my balls painfully. Mistress re-enters the room, “That’s better, now pose for Mistress”.
“Now fondle yourself like the little slut that you are”, I play with my nipples, “Hmm this is getting Mistress rather excited, I think its time for a change of clothing, get undress while I send Lara through to help you into the nuns outfit”. Lara comes through with the nuns uniform and helps me dress in it.
“Oh, how lovely and chased, how virginal you look Britne’, do you feel chased?”, “Oh yes Mistress” I reply. “Now lie down on the floor with your head here”, I do as I’m told and Mistress squats over me, “Can you to smell me Britne’?”, “Yes Mistress”. “Good, that’s what girls smell like”, she pushes a finger in side of her self and then rams in my mouth, “And that’s what girls taste like Britne, no get up kneel in front of me”. I kneel before Mistress and look up at her, “Now caress and kiss my breasts”. My gloved hands caress Mistress exposed beautiful beasts, I kiss them and rest my head between them, I think I’m in heaven. “Unfortunately we’ve run out of time, it’s a shame because I was enjoying that! I’ll see you on Monday at 4pm”.
On the train home I’m sitting opposite a quiet attractive woman who seems to keep smirking at me. I can’t make out why until I look down and I see that the CB3000 is making it look like I have a huge hard on, how embarrassing!
I get home and Britne just wants to get dressed again, however I need to eat. Having fed myself I feel quite tired so I just don the nuns outfit to relax in.
Still very tired so I decide to go bed, Britne’ is determined that she will sleep in some rubber. I remove the hood/habit part of the nuns outfit and put on the frilly bloomers and go to bed.
I wouldn’t call it a great night sleep, but I did manage to grab a few hours in between bouts of bouts of quivering at the touch of cool damp rubber, it was a strangely sensual experience.
Britne’ has had be shave the hair of my chest and legs in preparation for later.
Britne’ has me fully corseted and wearing black stockings and suspender belt, she is itching to come out but I need to wait until it get dark so that I can avoid being seen by the neighbours.
I’ve posted a few more pictures to my alt.com profile to see if it generates any further reaction.
Britne’ has arrived, but it’s a different look for her, rather sluty in fact.
Britne’ isn’t entirely sure she likes the look.
However its practical enough to eat in so Britne’s decides to stay like this for a while.
Its time to change into something altogether more Britne’, looking through the wardrobe Britne’ decides she’s going to accessorise the baby Jane top with a couple of other items in order to create something different…
Yes, Britne’ has gone all flouncey, and she rather likes it!!
The swish of the layers of pink rubber is sending me insane, and Britne’ knows it, she is in absolute control and she is constantly flirting with me knowing that there is no release for me. I breath in the sweat smell of rubber that is Britne’, oh my!
Britne’ has sat herself down in front of the hallway mirror….
I look into the mirror and Britne’ looks at me, a feeling of absolute joy, pleasure and ecstasy fills me, I am Britne’, there is no one else.
I start to fondle myself…
Giggling like a little girl, fondling myself, working myself up into a frenzy, more and more, no release, ooh, oh god!
I’ve discovered the video function on the camera and am filming myself aggravating my male side, the frustration this causes is palpable, but the pleasure is unbelievable so that’s just tough!
Hmm, I may just have to say like this for the rest of the weekend…